Jones

frozenrevolutionary:

unluckystars:

lifeat4000feet:

1/4” Mt Dew in bottle, add tiny bit of baking soda and 3 capfuls of hydrogen peroxide. Shake and it glows. Pour on sidewalk to “paint”…

wut.

I’m doing this this summer.

frozenrevolutionary:

unluckystars:

lifeat4000feet:

1/4” Mt Dew in bottle, add tiny bit of baking soda and 3 capfuls of hydrogen peroxide. Shake and it glows. Pour on sidewalk to “paint”…


wut.

I’m doing this this summer.

All Sorts of Bad

Jones In.

I know what everyone would say and think… but I just want to put this out there. I know its bad. I don’t care. The main reason I want to move out though, I’m sick of being called fat. I feel like if I move out, I won’t be able to afford as much food. Thats a plus :)

Also, if I want to puke or become bulimic, I can. Right now, I know my household would notice if I started puking. But if I lived alone, I could do it whenever I wanted.

I can’t wait to leave :)

Jones Out.

Freud Called

Jones In.

That dream last night… where I felt like I was pregnant and was able to feel “baby”… well… that was by far the scariest dream I’ve ever had. Freud would say that I want a baby, FUCK THAT NOISE!!!!

Help?

Jones Out.

Personality Test

Jones In.


So for my Psychology 105 test, I was told I had to do this 300 question self evaluation. I love the idea of personality tests, but the answers I got are just ASS back-wards…

Test Results:

Domain/Facet……….. Score

Extraversion……………93

Friendliness………….85

Gregariousness………..98

Assertiveness…………21

Activity Level………..73

Excitement-Seeking…….99

Cheerfulness………….84

Agreeableness…………..68

Trust………………..79

Morality……………..28

Altruism……………..64

Cooperation…………..32

Modesty………………70

Sympathy……………..88

Conscientiousness……….1

Self-Efficacy…………1

Orderliness…………..18

Dutifulness…………..0

Achievement-Striving…..3

Self-Discipline……….0

Cautiousness………….1

Neuroticism…………….88

Anxiety………………87

Anger………………..50

Depression……………80

Self-Consciousness…….58

Immoderation………….99

Vulnerability…………87

Openness to experience…..33

Imagination…………..66

Artistic Interests…….54

Emotionality………….53

Adventurousness……….75

Intellect…………….2

Liberalism……………8

What the hell!? SOMEONE EXPLAIN PLZ??

Jones Out.

Jones In.

What Tumblr has taught me? Nothing. I really like the initial idea of it, but at some point I just got bored of the idea of typing what is on my mind. I didn’t think anyone would care to read about it.

I don’t care anymore though :) Hell, I’m trying online dating.

This is going to be the chronicles of that (or at least I’ll try to make it be)…. EXPECT MORE TODAY

Jones out!

Racism

Jones In.

Hey so, long time no blog. Go figure right?

Anyways, Racism is the topic today! Awesome. I constantly say that I’m not into it. That I do not partake in racist jokes or thoughts. But sadly, fact of the matter is - I do. I do not do it intentionally to hurt anyone.

I grew up with my grandpa making jokes and not using political terms for that of ethnic backgrounds. I blame my few jokes because of that. From time to time I will make the odd joke and I do not mean to harm.

Since I lived in Ghana and had a wonderful host family, I consider my other family to be African American. And thus, I feel that because I lived in that culture, I = African American. I love that Canada is multicultural for a reason, and I like the idea of embrassing. I wish I didn’t make jokes and wouldn’t laugh at them. But I do.

And I’m sorry if I offend.

Jones Out

Day 2: Confidence

Jones In.

I’m typically a very confident person. Not today. After having released someone from my “hook,” I feel lonely. It really does not help being a girl and that once a month kinda thing - well… it happens. And you can tell physically. Or at least I can. I feel bigger than normal, I want to go to the gym - BAD. But I don’t have someone to go with me. Also, I feel that all the people at the gym are smaller than me, so that deters me. Damnit, I am confident, I will wear heels tomorrow!!! TO SCHOOL! I’ll look hot - I’ll feel good about myself.

And fuck that guy that I started to like, and felt a “connection” with. Why I still have him on other social networking sites - I don’t know :( Whatever, I’ll have a date for my birthday. I will. I wish there were more lesbians :(

Forever alone! :(

Jones out.

Challenge day: 1: LOVE

Jones In.

So today’s topic of the 30 day challenge is: love. I don’t want to rant too too much, but i probably will. Sorry in advance.

My positive experiences that have been given to me while in “love”… Well we have my first “love,” we will call him … Adam; he was a bad boy and I was young. I thought it was love, and to me (back then) love meant that he made me feel happy and good about myself and our relationship. So … that was good. Secondly, we have (lets name his one … Bernard,) Bernard made me feel like I was his whole world and I was amazing. Bernard made me want to have a family and babies and be a real woman. He always told me that I was beautiful even without make-up. Moving right along… #3 - sake of name change - Chris… Chris was perfect or so I thought. He was brilliant, he made me feel like I was incredibly smart and could do anything, his belief in me pushed me to desire to go to go to university. Here I am. His love for me, encouraged me to be a better person. It was also the best of the three because he actually had me convinced that he loved me and I would be forever happy.

HOWEVER, my negative experiences list is so incredibly long. I won’t do that to you though, I’m going to keep it at one sentence per ABC. Adam: If you love someone, don’t cheat on them and make them feel like they are the best thing that they will ever have. Bernard: Abuse of any kind - not cool mang, not cool. Chris: K SO CHEATING OF ANY KIND IS COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE, and then turning it around like its my fault - not cool.

I really don’t want to go on a huge tangent about how I think love is a waste of time; but I do have hope for love in the future…

Jones out.

Missed Tumblr, got lazy

Jones in.


Sooo I got lazy and ran away from Tumblr then kinda lost sight of what to tumble about… so I’m going to do this:

30 Day Rant Challenge

heckyeahtumblrchallenges:

30 day rant challenge

day 1 - love.

day 2 - confidence.

day 3 - racism

day 4 - our generation

day 5 - haters

day 6 - followers

day 7 - tumblr

day 8 - bestfriends

day 9 - wants and needs

day 10 - make up

day 11 - global warming

day 12 - boys

day 13 - girls

day 14 - appearance

day 15 - education

day 16 - long distant relationship

day 17 - tumblr without pictures

day 18 - stereotypes

day 19 - plastic surgery

day 20 - your future

day 21 - disrespecting your parents

day 22 - the three main topics that are often talked about on tumblr

day 23 - jealousy

day 24 - guilt

day 25 - regrets

day 26 - the world

day 27 - your parents

day 28 - justin bieber

day 29 - your ex

day 30 - you.

WISH ME LUCK & HOPE U ENJOY :)

Jones out.